Beauty

People don't take the time to see,
In depth what one's soul is truly to be.
Growing up to live on the lies,
When true beauty is what's shining inside.

Special Someone

Deep in my body are memories not forgotten,
A symbol of strength as I see,
Though to others a sign of depression, 
That one freak that you shouldn't get near,
But I know that there is someone,
My one special someone,
Who doesn't look down on my past,
And is there for my future.
As a river shall flow then it's mark will be made,
Carving its way through,
Then me and my someone will will go hand and hand,
Their only wish to protect me,
But a guilt eats its way through,
The thoughts that I have of drifting away,
I'm not afraid because I know,
That when I go my someone will come too,
While a blade to my body,
The blood will flow free and my someone will come,
The pool drowning my past, my present, today,
And there by my side my someone is there,
My someone will come,
In peace we will be but their blood on my hands,
Their worst nightmare in my thoughts,
That which I cannot do,
So today I will live on and that someone,
That special someone will never know and in happiness,
Eternity together will be spent.

Raindrops

The sun that still shines, 

Effulgent today,

Like any other,

As time fades away.
The moon that glows bright,

Everything so clear,

See the world that's upon us,

Our broken dreams held dear.

When all that is needed,

I beg and i shout,
But even a drop,
To end this harsh drought.

Happiness scarce,

It's blocked by the sun,

A too vulgar reality,

Clearness undone.

This night I cry silent,

My tears will fall free,

For the day clouds will come,

And happiness will be.

A raindrop will fall,

And the drought be no more,

Reality hidden,

While we steer from the shore.

A Love Almost Gone

Just you and me

Forever and always

Thats what it was supposed to be

Now further apart

Thats all we are getting

Its really breaking my heart

A love once so strong

It was much more than perfect

Now its almost gone

-Gir Babez

(Chronic Frog)

A few quotes

"When you really love someone, age, height, distance, weight, are all just a damn number"

"Live as if you'll fie today... Dream as if you'll live forever"

"Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never met"

"Everyone in life will hurt you, you just need to find the one's worth suffering for"

"Strength does not come from physical capacity. It comes from an indomitable will."

 "It's so hard to forget pain, but it's even harder to remember sweetness. We have no scar to show for happiness. We learn so little from peace."

"I love my mask, No one will even know the pain just beneath the surface"

"What do you do when the one that broke you is the only one that can fix you.?"

"To love is to suffer. To avoid suffering one must not love. But then one suffers from not loving. Therefore, to love is to suffer; not to love is to suffer; to suffer is to suffer. To be happy is to love. To be happy, then, is to suffer, but suffering makes one unhappy. Therefore, to be happy one must love or love to suffer or suffer from too much happiness."

Whos That In The Mirror

Excuse me, whats your name?

I havnt seen you before..
You dont look very tame.

Who are you in my mirror?

You look so hurt and sad.

I can see your pain and fear.

What do you want?

I dont see a smile.

Your eyes really haunt.

Why are you here?

You have no help
You, I cant hear.

Who are you?

Your alone in the dark.

And crying too.

Wait, I know why your here.
I didnt recognize you at all. 

Thats me in the mirror...

~ Chronic Frog

I Will Run To a Place

I will run
To a place far away from here
To a place where I will belong
To a place that will let me be free

I will run
To a place so new and unknown
To a place so fresh and untouched
To a place left to explore

I will run
To a place where I can smile so big
To a place where I can laugh so loud
To a place just where I can be me

I will run
To a place where I cannot be judged 
To a place where I am not alone
To a place where I fit in just as my own

I will run
To a place so I can hide
To a place just to get away
To a place hate cannot find

I will run
I will run
To that place far away
To that place just for me

~Chronic Frog